Here I am again

All hopes and dreams and no motivation.

How does this happen. Why can't I stick with it? I feel so lazy and miserable. I can not stick to a schedule to save my life. I can't start a workout program or healthy diet and actually keep up with it. I can't even get up early enough to have "me time" before my daughter wakes up. I feel like a horrible person. I need to do something about it, but what? Don't get me wrong, my daughter is well taken care of and our house is kept, but not to my possibly "irrational expectations". It is 12/12/1012, let's start a project.